Sunday 15 November 2009

Chapter 10: The Challenge Was Rejected

Keepers of the Crowns Monthly Meeting Minutes
Date: The fiftieth day of Riff
Attended by: Morab, Tergen, Sam, Jen, Sharon
Chair: Morab
Minutes taken by: Tergen
Agenda:
Further enquiries in Bridgeside.
Crowners of the Light Biannual meeting
Jennifer’s Position within Keepers of the Crown
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Further enquiries in Bridgeside.
Due to the tragic deaths of the Bridgeside children Angus and Rosa, further enquiries are required to be carried out in the town. This role will involve looking into the discovery of the Crown by the young man Maj, the cave in which it was found, and wherever the search will take them. 
Morab suggested that this position be taken by Tergen. Although the position was formerly filled by Sam, recent events have changed circumstances. This decision by Morab was contested by Sam, but the challenge was rejected. 
Tergen will leave for Bridgeside from the Druid’s Grove in a fortnight. Contact must be made to the Druid’s Grove within six weeks before he is assumed dead and further plans will be made to fill the absence.
Crowners of the Light Biannual meeting
The Crowners of the Light’s biannual meeting will be held on the 77th of Riff. Sam shall maintain his position as a mole. He shall attend and feed the Crowners of the Light with false information regarding the Crown of the Fire Elemental. All documents have been forged and provided by Tergen. 
Sam will report back with any other information provided for by the Crowners of the Light. An alibi has also been provided for his presence at Bridgeside should ReNay or any other Crowner present at Bridgeside enquire. 
Jennifer’s Position within Keepers of the Crowns
The Keepers of the Crowns are happy to welcome Jennifer [Jen] and Sharon [the spirit of the Crown of Immortality] to their number. Jen’s role within the company is yet to be defined. However, her connection to the Crown of Immortality makes her a valuable asset and a due to her life force being connected to the Crown as a consequence of Sam’s failure, it is our duty to care for and provide for Jen. 
Sam added that Jen will also bring a female viewpoint and attitude towards our mission. 
Jen noted that as the only female, she refuses to be expected to cook, to clean and be the “mum” of the grove. This is a reasonable request. 
Next Meeting: To be officially announced, but it is likely to be on Sam’s return.

Sunday 1 November 2009

Chapter 9: Shoot the High Horse




Dear Diary, (I cannot believe that I just wrote that, but I don’t know how else to start a diary)
You know when you read books and all these amazing things happen to people and it sounds really exciting? Well, they’re liars. It isn’t exciting. It’s scary, confusing and it all takes place in a very average kind of a way. When I was walking here with Sam, it was just like a pleasant walk in the country. And now that I have arrived at the Druid’s Grove, it’s just like one of those awkward moments when you visit a stranger’s home and you need to make conversation with them over a cup of tea and a biscuit.
It’s like the circumstances are extreme, but the motions are just so normal and average. Even when I was locked in the dire, grey cell and when I was on the verge of execution in the town centre, it all seemed very… not mundane but natural. Maybe it’s because it’s me who is on the journey, not the rest of the world. Maybe it looks epic to everyone else because it is something that they can’t comprehend. But if it ever happens to them, it won’t seem epic to them. It’ll seem like just another thing in life. That isn’t to say that it’s not stressful - it has been. I’ve got Sharon shouting in my ear all the time, I’m homesick, missing my family and friends, I’m exhausted emotionally and physically, and I’m living with strangers. 
But all that stuff happened when I did a transfer to Arrashek when I was fifteen. Just instead of Sharon being a pain, it was Charity Wheeten. Yes, it’s a strain but it doesn’t feel epic like those storytellers would have you believe. Maybe it’s just me. 
Morab told me that writing a diary would be helpful. It would help me to externalize my feelings and it would help them with their records. I think Morab likes the idea of lots of books, account, records, etc. And he told me to be honest, and I will be whether he likes it or not.
I don’t like Morab. He treats both Tergen and Sam appallingly - he talks to Tergen as though he’s deaf and has some kind of mental illness, and he patronizes Sam so much. He isn’t five, he’s in his thirties and perfectly capable. I’ve really grown to like Sam. I wasn’t sure about him at first. I thought he was pretty lame. He annoyed me and really got on my nerves. But we spent a lot of time together walking here, and I can now see him for who he really is. He’s lovely. He’s sweet and a little inarticulate. He’s caring and innocent and child-like. I put that down to the treatment he’s received from Morab, who definitely needs bringing down a couple of steps. Someone needs to shoot the high horse he’s on. 
I don’t know what to expect from the future. It’s so unclear and vague. But whatever happens I will be spending it with Sharon. I think we’re beginning to get somewhere. Our relationship is building more than being knocked down now. We’re beginning to understand what ticks us off and we act accordingly. My attitude to relationships has changed dramatically. The kindness shown to me from Sam has made me realise what a bitch I’ve been. Especially to Maj. I feel sorry for him. I was truly awful to him. And I would apologise if I could. But I won’t ever go back to Bridgeside. That life is over. My new life will be here in Druid’s Grove. Sounds epic, right? Not at all. All that has happened is that I have left home and am making my own way in the world. And everyone does that.
Speak again soon, Diary,
Jen.